Thursday, February 5, 2009
"1 week have just passes by, I still love you alot. You are still my Crappy little Young"
~Sebastian Ang
Everyday when the clock strike 12, I tell myself the day is coming closer. Should I forget all the memories we had and put it aside for a new tomorow. All my friends say that it is best if I just erase everything off my life, but stubborn me. I hope one day that we will be together again, I hope this is just a dream that I can wake up and continue where we have last stop.
How can I not love you when I still kept the precious gift that you have given me. Maybe it was too of a sudden that it have ended. I cried each and every single day everytime I see that picture of ours in my pc and in my mind. The pain I have is difficult to express. I am lonely each time I sat on the computer, what should I do?
How can I not love you when you said that you are the cause of this break up. If letting go this relationship is difficult for you, what about me? I am a victim of this. I feel like as thou I am at fault of the relationship more than you do. I feel liek I am like your ex-es when the reason you gave me is the same. Why?
How can I not love you when I see you everywhere I turn. When I am online, I always will look for you first. Once I found you, a force stop me to click on it. "Sebastian! Do you want to feel hurt now? You are no longer inside the heart of someone you love...?" I tell myself. Am I not in your heart anymore, am I being thrown away.
How can I not love you when everything I do resemble of the past we had. "Please Drink enuf water and take a good rest, Do not go online anymore." you told me. That was exactly the same words that you told me when we are together. I felt sad why must this happen to us. The factors of breaking up are within the hands of urself and you totally damage it.
How can I not love you that what can I tell my heart. When do I meant what I say when I do not want you in my arms everyday. It is not possible to walk away from all the memories we had. How can I not miss you when everytime I thought about you. DO something that you believe in yourself and not for others. Happiness is what you chose.
~Sebastian Ang
Everyday when the clock strike 12, I tell myself the day is coming closer. Should I forget all the memories we had and put it aside for a new tomorow. All my friends say that it is best if I just erase everything off my life, but stubborn me. I hope one day that we will be together again, I hope this is just a dream that I can wake up and continue where we have last stop.
How can I not love you when I still kept the precious gift that you have given me. Maybe it was too of a sudden that it have ended. I cried each and every single day everytime I see that picture of ours in my pc and in my mind. The pain I have is difficult to express. I am lonely each time I sat on the computer, what should I do?
How can I not love you when you said that you are the cause of this break up. If letting go this relationship is difficult for you, what about me? I am a victim of this. I feel like as thou I am at fault of the relationship more than you do. I feel liek I am like your ex-es when the reason you gave me is the same. Why?
How can I not love you when I see you everywhere I turn. When I am online, I always will look for you first. Once I found you, a force stop me to click on it. "Sebastian! Do you want to feel hurt now? You are no longer inside the heart of someone you love...?" I tell myself. Am I not in your heart anymore, am I being thrown away.
How can I not love you when everything I do resemble of the past we had. "Please Drink enuf water and take a good rest, Do not go online anymore." you told me. That was exactly the same words that you told me when we are together. I felt sad why must this happen to us. The factors of breaking up are within the hands of urself and you totally damage it.
How can I not love you that what can I tell my heart. When do I meant what I say when I do not want you in my arms everyday. It is not possible to walk away from all the memories we had. How can I not miss you when everytime I thought about you. DO something that you believe in yourself and not for others. Happiness is what you chose.
Cannot touch Cannot hold Cannot be together
Cannot love Cannot kiss Cannot have each other
Must be strong, And we must let go
Cannot say What our hearts must know
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you Here in my arms
How does one waltz away
From all the memories
How do I not miss you When you are gone
Cannot dream Cannot share Sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel How we feel Must pretend it's over
Must be brave, And we must go on Must not say,
What we've known all along
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you Here in my arms
How does one waltz away
From all the memories
How do I not miss you When you are gone
How can I not love you..
Must be brave, And we must be strong
Cannot say, What we've known all along.
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you Here in my arms
How does one waltz away
From all the memories
How do I not miss you When you are gone
How can I not love you.. When you are you gone.....
Was very retarded @ 9:56:00 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Graduation is suppose to be a fun thing! Like mock-tails, dance, awards and of course, YOU PARTNER. Being a pinoeer from Bedok Green was the most 'awesome' graduation one can ever had. Lets face it!
Its a morning event and all of us are suppose to be in School Uniform to be at the assembly area for a long and hauling speech by the principal. After the speech, the form teacher from each class will meet up with the student to collect the result slip to tell about our grades. We had recieve booklets and available courses from the school also. After that, they will show all the top student from each stream and of course, my name isn't inside also. Thats all... SO LAME right. So much for other schools to celebrate at hotels or ballroom. Ours is a school hall! ARRGH!
But one thing I can say, we/I had cried that day. Because friendship will not be the same anymore after we step out of the school. I still remember where I hug my bestie that last time, and till now, we have no contact of each other.
And you know what... Catch Walt Disney Pictures' High School Musical 3: Senior Year in cinemas from October 24!
Was very retarded @ 12:50:00 AM
Sunday, October 5, 2008
P-King @ K-box!
Was very retarded @ 11:42:00 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
MOVIE critic *2*
Mirror
Mirror
Story set as Kiefer Sutherland plays an ex-cop turned night security guard at a long-closed department store ravaged by fire. He discovers something awry in the store's mirrors, which seem to bring out the worst in people and realises that they harbour a horrific secret that threatens him and his family.
MY say: Ok la! It is so grusome and the story line is quite complicated at the end. Not expecting things to happen in the way I assume. Do not eat before watching this show... Or the theater staff have to clean up the puke! I am imaginating cathy stuff when people eating chicken wing and pulling it off! OMG I now understand how chicken feels
I will give 3 stars for this movie ... YAY!
MY say: Ok la! It is so grusome and the story line is quite complicated at the end. Not expecting things to happen in the way I assume. Do not eat before watching this show... Or the theater staff have to clean up the puke! I am imaginating cathy stuff when people eating chicken wing and pulling it off! OMG I now understand how chicken feels
I will give 3 stars for this movie ... YAY!
MOVIE critic *3*
Mamma Mia
Mamma Mia
Story set as Meryl Streep leads an all-star cast as an independent, single mother who owns a small hotel on an idyllic Greek island. Donna (Streep) is about to let go of Sophie (Amanda Seyfried), the daughter she's raised alone. On a quest to find her father to walk her down the aisle, Sophie brings back three men from Donna's past to the Mediterranean paradise they visited 20 years earlier. Based on the smash hit musical seen by over 30 million people worldwide with a gross to date of US$2 billion. It is set to songs by popular '70s group ABBA.
MY say: Tis musical show is way too cheezy but the song is Supered! =) If only the story line is better and not so EASY to understnad. The show will be a perfect musical. A different side of Meryl Streep after her all-star show in 'The Devil wear PRADA' She is totally a 360 degree different person. The songs are perfect cuz its ABBA and the only song that impacted me was "the Winner takes it all" and the lyrics are powerful! DUDES/Babes .. should go listen to it!
MY say: Tis musical show is way too cheezy but the song is Supered! =) If only the story line is better and not so EASY to understnad. The show will be a perfect musical. A different side of Meryl Streep after her all-star show in 'The Devil wear PRADA' She is totally a 360 degree different person. The songs are perfect cuz its ABBA and the only song that impacted me was "the Winner takes it all" and the lyrics are powerful! DUDES/Babes .. should go listen to it!
I will give 4 stars for this movie ... YAY!
Nil/***** - Do you wanna go out later ??
*/***** - Very Draggy and very disoriented setting
**/***** - Actor and Actress are good but stupid story
***/***** - Story is perfect. Only if it is understandable by humans
****/***** - Worth spending your time in this movie
*****/***** - Supered, Academy award winning drama
Nil/***** - Do you wanna go out later ??
*/***** - Very Draggy and very disoriented setting
**/***** - Actor and Actress are good but stupid story
***/***** - Story is perfect. Only if it is understandable by humans
****/***** - Worth spending your time in this movie
*****/***** - Supered, Academy award winning drama
Was very retarded @ 12:34:00 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
WORST than Titanic
" Thought that i could gamble my luck by winning some cash back for extra spendings but who knows it ended up being a fucking broker!"
-Direction from Quinnie@Blogspot
Quinnie and me is all brok-ers on board before midnight! She is playing BIG!Small and I am playing blackjack with the help of two aunty. We than went drinking at the bar of LeisureWORLD and mind me, we hand drank drinks with as low alcohol as possible to prevent man overboard. I drank snowball and she drank this drink that is bloody red in colour! Guess what we did after no cash to spend ....
I have work for 15 hours on Monday so that I can go work abit later on Tuesday. Kinda quite cool cuz I am doing security passes for 3 hours and see what I have created. I am so boring right!
All the hardcover of the security passes!
He is clever in doing this! But its so nice and imagine... its Microsoft PAINT!
Sometimes we have to let go what is important to us so that we can be happy...
Why am I not?
Why am I not?
Was very retarded @ 11:50:00 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
SINGLE-HOOD is so BORING
All it has for an hour of crapping and checking!
Catch up with Jeanie on her life story and realize that I had been backdated way way long ago. Tomorrow I am taking Half-day morning I suppose unless I can get back to work and feeling not so tired after the long day I will have tonight. Going abroad with Quinnie today to Leisureworld cruise liner so chill out! YAY! Had not went to a cruise ship for a way way long time ... All the best for the friendship that lasts!
I am so happy for all the thing that is happening in my life. Thank god for everything I have...
Was very retarded @ 5:58:00 PM
Thank you
I thank you for all the thing you have taught me, how to be strong and not emotional. I apologize for having you to be a tough person when with me. I want you to be happy and I am happy when I had my last word with you, at least all were let out of my heart and you made the decision from deep within. I am going to close this beautiful chapter in my life now. You will not be forgotten but miss... Thanks
~ Sebastian Ang
~ Sebastian Ang
Was very retarded @ 5:38:00 AM
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Name: Sebastian Ang Aik Leong
Age: 19
D.O.B: 20 November 2008
Occupation: Staff Assistance
Horoscope: Scropio (Dragon)
Email: Sebastian88@live.com.sg
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D.O.B: 20 November 2008
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Horoscope: Scropio (Dragon)
Email: Sebastian88@live.com.sg
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